LIFE making no sense PART I

Being a girl in her late teen, you know, I am facing a lot of challenges. But they are indeed necessary. You will see a lot of beautiful girls, some you may not find beautiful. ( EVERY GIRL IS BEAUTIFUL, I’m not being a feminist, EVERY BOY IS BEAUTIFUL too. Even more than girls ;) ) Beauty depends on the eyes of those who see it. Life is all about falling only for things having beauty. All those glitters may not be gold, but everybody wants glitters in their life. We are born to shine. But you know what? We are never born to shine. But we are taught to shine. We can’t even think of living a day getting no attention and respect. A lot of people come and go making us question our own life, existence, happiness and destiny. I usually think of how we cannot get influenced by others in our life. But the fact is I didn’t get a proper answer for that. Every thought of mine, at the end, reach to myself. I’m the answers to all the questions that arise in my mind.

 ( I guess I’m making you bored. But this is all I have to tell you right now. Keep reading.)

 Life is not fair, guys. And we cannot expect it to be fair to us at this age especially. We make lots of mistakes, and regret and make more mistakes and again regret. This is what I’ve done all these years of my life. Not my thing, you all are doing mistakes and regretting it in secret. I have never told anyone that I regret for any of my mistakes. But I am open to saying Sorry. I guess that is a good quality. We want to change but we never change. You know why? Because we just love ourselves. You feel at home, where you can be your true self, when we are with people with no expectations. Parents want us to do this, society want us to do that, our friends want us to do something else and we want to do an entirely different thing. No one wants to get a job. Everyone’s ambition is to travel, to eat a lot of variety foods, have fun and die happy with no regrets. But this ambition of ours is not so practical. World is offering something else that we don’t really need. And we can’t do anything, but to accept it and live with it. Money. Even having that thought really sucks. Why this thing have a role more important than parents in our life? Whoever invented money, all I have to say is that I hate you.

A lot of temporary people, a lot of expectations which may not come true, this is life. I know I’m no one to comment about life this way, I have only started living, but everybody have something to tell. If you ask a 5 year old girl, she will be having some very interesting concepts about life. After blaming God for this life of mine which I don’t like, for this place I’m living, for everything that I don’t have, I realised that some things never change. My hometown won’t change, my race won’t change and nothing is going to change. But there is one thing that you can change and that is YOU.

I really have many things to tell. But I can’t make it into a single blog post. I’ll will be writing more of these kind of random thoughts and Ria’s stories too.

Be happy. Love your life. Hope you liked it J